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Now that all the main cast's unique magic has been shown, can you make a ranking on your favorite unique magic from most to least favorite? Would be favorite unique magic from each dorm but felt some feels unfair especially Ignihyde when Ortho is confirm unable to have his own. You can include the other characters like Chenya, Rollo, Skully, and Fellow.
Originally I was gonna ask about your top favorite dreams, overblot boys' dream outfit, and chapter 7 SSRs (excluding the main Diasomonia uniforms), but there is chance there will be more dreams in upcoming chapter since some people theorize that we might see both Silver's and Malleus's now that Ace's UM is shown. Even a possibility of Silver having an SSR card. So I will be holding this question once chapter 7 is over.
[For a complete compilation of known unique magic (including name, incantation, first use, effects, and limitations), check out this post!]
To briefly explain what is mentioned in the second ask and the second paragraph of first ask, some fans theorize that with Aceâs new UM (which seemingly allows him to borrow, copy, or swap UM with a target?), he could use Malleusâs magic against him or on other characters too. This could potentially allow us to see his dream and/or Silverâs. As far as I could tell it though, there doesnât seem to be a purpose for doing this provided by theorists yet.
Aaand with that aside, hereâs my personal ranking of the UMs, with explanations for each below. Itâs not numerical, but rather tiers. This is primarily based on how practical or fun I think the UMs would be to my daily life, NOT based on power level or some other metric.
âUseful overallâ
Snake Whisper/Snake Charmer â At the risk of sounding slightly unhinged, this would make life in general easier. Shockingly few drawbacks or limitations too. (Big surprise, the person who says they are similar to Jamil puts Jamilâs UM as at the topâŠ)
I See You/Arrow Afar â As someone that easily gets lost while traveling and easily loses things, this UM sounds like a godsend. Just tag whatever you want to locate and youâre good to go!
Far Cry Cradle â The idea of experiencing stories by touching a random object is so fascinating. Endless entertainment but could also help with answering questions. Bonus: reminds me of the Dimensional Scream from the PokĂ©mon Mystery Dungeon Explorers games.
âFun to experiment withâ
Doodle Suit/Paint the Roses â The simple act of being able to change the smell, taste, or texture of something would make dietary restrictions so much easier to deal with. Other applications would be nice for comfort too, like adjusting the perception of brightness or loudness just for yourself in a group setting like a movie or concert. (Thereâs some ominous fan works and theories about Trey being able to use his UM to overwrite othersâ emotions or thoughts too, but Iâm only sticking to what he is shown to be capable of in canon.)
Split Card â Iâd wanna see how many clones can be made at once and what each is physically and mentally capable of. (We already know the magical power of the original and the clones goes down, so what about other parameters?) Useful for multitasking.
Joker Snatch â It's basically the same has having multiple UMs. Would fuck around and find out what this sucker is capable of. :9
Fairest One of All â Such a flexible and customizable UM, honestly. You can basically set whatever conditions you like, just be careful about the wording because the curses get pretty locked in.
Meet in a Dream â The idea of hopping around dreams and seeing what weird shit goes on in people's heads sounds so fun! Then you can embarrass them about it in the waking world :>
Not All My Head âUltimate stealth... You can bypass into some of the most secure places in the world just for the lols đ€Ł or, y'know... sneak into the kitchen to steal some snacks or something.
âMessing with the forces of nature because fuck you, thatâs whyâ
Kingâs Roar â Could be used for a fight, but also to clear an area. What's that? Destruction of nature/property? Potential for murder? IT'S OKAY, JUST BREATHE IN THE SAND PARTICLES FLUTTERING IN THE BREEZE AND DON'T CHOKE :))
Oasis Maker â Need clean water to drink? BOOM. Want to water your garden? BOOM. Making a random swimming pool? BOOM. Maximum output for minimum effort.
Fae (of) Maleficence â You become a literal god of time and space. Scary amount of potential for control.
âThe trail mix where I pick out the bits I like and leave the gross stuff in thereâ
Laugh with Me â Not really useful unless for small pranks or you + the target are in a convenient location already (since you'd have to take steps forward to get the target to do the same).
Sleep Kiss/Crimson Slumber â Can be protective (but can't seem to be cast on the self, only on others). Also useful to put people to sleep. Would like to use to send my pet or loud neighbors to sleep early instead of staying up late and bothering me :v
Living Bolt â Very good for an extra boost of speed and/or power if in a rush or in a desperate situation. Unfortunately comes with electrical side effects so that's... not optimal.
Scary Night â Basically Off with your Head but also limits your movement, so I consider it an upgrade with applications besides just combat. Wonder what happens if you cook with those pumpkinâd people or smash the pumpkin on the ground⊠Is that instadeath? Gruesome to think about, but unsure of since we see so little of the UM in action.
âRequires rizzâ
Itâs a Deal and Life is Fun â Same reasoning for both; takes a certain amount of charisma to pull these UMs off and if you lack that then this magic sucks. Would be useful if you did have these charactersâ sway though.
âFistfighting centralâ
Off with your Head â Could shut down a hostile partyâs magic, but if youâre not as trigger happy as Riddle is then how often would you realistically use this? And if the target has no magic then this basically does nothing.
Bet the Limit/Double Down â Assuming youâre not already dead from the blows youâve already eaten and/or you can aim properly and get that shot in before you wipe??? Okay, sure đ
Bind the Heart â Only deflects magical blows. Physical hits will still pass. Would get my ass beat anyway.
Dark Fire â Primarily useful only for combat, which most people donât get up to on a regular basis. Must be a true hater or be surrounded by true haters to get the most power out of this. What happens if everyone holds hands and sings a song at you? Do you just pathetically whimper and die out in a pile of ashes/j
âNot a furry, donât @ meâ
Unleash (the) Beast â The idea of a big furry... creature... charging at me makes me want to run and hide đ€ą Could have its use for strength and speed, but⊠I still donât want a massive dog around.
âThis could have been an emailâ
Shock the Heart â Nothing a reasonable amount of blackmail research cannot do. Has so many limitations (eye contact, only one use per person, target may resist/refuse anyway, etc.) you may as well need a PhD in order to manufacture plans to effectively use this UM.
âSo niche it has like no practical applicationâ
Gate to (the) Underworld â Y-You just⊠open and close a door to a pit of Phantoms. Discounting opening the pit to retrieve Phantoms to test or experiment on, why would you not just keep this closed all the time and just never use this UM đ
#disney twst#disney twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland#notes from the writing raven#question#Heartslabyul#Savanaclaw#Octainvelle#Scarabia#Pomefiore#Ignihyde#Diasomnia#Chenya#Skully J. Graves#Rollo Flamme#Ernesto Foulworth#Fellow Honest#jp spoilers#tier list#pmd#pokémon#pokémon mystery dungeon
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Iâve decided to try compile my top ten, post hiatus videos, donât hate me these are just my options, some of them even I donât understand, this will not include ongoing series so no Tik Tok vids or Phan twitter or poppys playtime because those would take up too much space, so without further ado, for your viewing pleasure, my top ten post hiatus Dan and Phil videos as of today:
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#10, the power washing video, not only is it so calming and satisfying to watch but I love how real they are and the fact that Phil leaves to have a bath, heâs so me, I do love when they play a slower game and just have chats in-between game play.
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#9 the donât scream video, this one is so weirdly soothing for me, I think because Iâve seen it so many times that I know when the jump scares are so I just get to enjoy 17 minutes of dan and Phil whispering and holding each others hands, very nice very good
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#8 need I say more, itâs fantastic, love seeing that in the absolutely wildest fantasy medieval scenarios they can think of they both include them being happy together and basically dying in each others arms, very cute, it would be higher if it wasnât sponsored by that weird game but hey, the boys have to pay that phortgage
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#7 DATE NIGHT??? Honestly the fact that they call each other their âpartnerâ the entire time and dan calling out Phil for being like âno homoâ it feels like theyâre edging us with the hard launch, like we KNOW NOW KISS ALREADY, also the murder on the dance floor little jam sesh, yeah⊠love it
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#6 I love them making observations about each other, the roasting is so clever and playful that itâs not super like âare they actually mad at each other? Theyâre so cute and itâs really feels like a married couple being like âlove you but also Iâm going to roast your assâ
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#5 this one is a bit similar to #7 but I think itâs slightly higher because I think they both look absolutely GORGEOUS, the silk is doing something, and the content is just banging, itâs the origin of âlamp gateâ plus dan just getting crunk on amaretto, good for him, I may have slight recency bias though because I just watched this video again
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#4 again probs recency bias but this video is so good, lore bombs AND competition AND itâs a dan vs phil, plus they are so funny in this, dans⊠outburst, hardest Iâve laughed at a dan and phil video in a little bit
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#3 the camera angle, hi dads, Dan helping Phil sort out his drink, chivalry, the background is gorg, they are gorg, honestly any of the dragon city sponsored videos are so good, they seem like theyâre having fun, very very good video
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#2 I LOVE this video, they compliment each other throughout, theyâre reminiscing, theyâre cringing, dan looks like a grippy sock, and even more lore bombs itâs probably my most watched video from after the hiatus
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#1 the light of my life, she is so beautiful, so horny, so funny, the bits in this like the oven being kinky, love theyâre so playful and the baking is successful??????? Honestly probably my all time favourite baking video
And thatâs that, I know Iâve definitely forgotten a banger video and Iâm going to want to change this instantly but for now, here she is, lmk if you agree, what are your top 10?
#dan and phil#dan howell#daniel howell#phil lester#amazing phil#dan and phil games#dnp games#hey phil look at this#phan#dip and pip#top 10 list#post hiatus#dnp#dnpgames
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Berlin maradures au????
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now listen! berlin hipster modern marauders band au. (i'm sorry this is brutally self-indulgent and may be incomprehensible to anyone outside berlin but i need to put it somewhere) this is a long post, so i put it under the cut. please excuse the word vomit :)
they all go to a grammar school that's a bit too shitty to call itself elite but does anyway. many children of bureaucrats, diplomats etc. that think they're ghetto f.e. James, Sirius and Remus. (Peter is the only normal one tyvm)
the marauders met as classmates in year 5. Remus and Sirius are forced into the school choir. all marauders learn acoustic tradtional instruments but their "band" is actually a soundcloud rap project. James and Peter build BAD beats and Sirius fixes them. they all do enjoy indie/rock and sometimes have jam sessions and do covers. artistic duo Remus & Sirius. intense homoerotic friendship James & Sirius. wolfstar endgame. Sirius curates a spotify account with only extremely niche melancholic rap to impress Remus; actually knows german trash rap by heart. serenades Remus with Ski Aggu "love" songs during Remus' depressive phases.
Sirius and James are third generation immigrants; Sirius turkish on his mother's side, James indian. Sirius family is not necessarily evil, just conservative diplomats with a big pride in tradition & well behaviour; far removed from their own cultural & religious roots in order to integrate into german political structures. however they are homophobic/unaccepting towards Sirius. Sirius grows up in a very german environment, gets misjudged by racist teachers. extremely smart yet often lazy. at school they're permitted to use ipads and chatgpt does his entire course work; he spends his time gaming during class. vape enthusiast although he gets horrible coughing attacks.
Remus's background is very international, somewhat french on Lyall's side and arab roots on mom's side, they met in england and moved to berlin with child Remus. Rip Remus' mom. Remus & Lyall live in a nice old apartment (Altbauwohnung) in berlins Pankow district (lots of families, settled down hipsters, sligh shift into suburban terrain), Lyall is either a lawyer or diplomat, 50/50 works or spends time with his girlfriend. crunchy distant father-son-relationship. but because no ones ever home, Remus constantly has friends (and Sirius) over. Remus has BPD, is in therapy and doing pretty well in his later adolesence. Remus spends lots of time outside, drinking in parks, chilling at friends', or smokes too much weed in his room. unapologetic chain smoker, even in front of Lyall. quiet and shy, makes him seem either rude or mysterious. bookworm & music nerd. nokia + ipod combo instead of smartphone because he doesn't want screen addiction or be too reachable. vape hater, point of argument with sirius.
accidental wolfstar public outing after Sirius drunkenly performs an Ikkimel song at a party and then throws himself at Remus (they don't really gaf anymore). For Halloween they dress up as a Cigarette and a Beer (Sternburger Export).
James watches german meme compilations every night and knows them by heart. Footie enthusiast with Sirius, drags the marauders to big games where they almost get trampled. extreme alman energy (aka white german energy, upstuck, snobbish and happily embarassing, taking part in typical german shenanigans) just like Sirius, except Sirius tries to hide it and James can deal with the jokes at his expense. James was a tv addict as a child. James & Sirius friendship began over a shared interest in anime.
Peter is the token german kid. Fridays for future gave him a bad conscience and all the marauders joined him in the demonstrations to get out of class. Extreme stoner, at least bi-weekly sessions with Remus. also i like the art kid peter hc so i'm stealing it. art kid peter who draws cartoons of his friends.
Lily & Severus live in the inner city Wedding district, rougher than the outer parts where Sirius & James live. Lily & Remus bff duo. (ik this is very boy centric, i have yet to dig deeper into my headcanons for the girls)
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i have a lot of music associations, but they actually are nice songs so idc here they are...
songs to illustrate the vibes: Nachts wach by makko, Rasenschach by Filow, FUSSBALLMĂNNER by Ikkimel, Wenn du tanzt by Von Wegen Lisbeth
Remus coded songs: Marlboro Mann by Romano, Goldener Reiter by Joachim Witt, Ziemlich Verplant by Skinny Dazed (!!!), Alt sein by Pisse
Sirius coded songs: BIKINI GRELL by Ikkimel, Immer nur da by Fynn Kliemann, Klebstoff by Mine (extreme black brother angst vibes), Findelkind by Mine (i could make a whole seperate post on how wolfstar-coded Mine's & Fynn Kliemann's discographies are)
James coded songs: Haus am See by Peter Fox, Verschwende deine Zeit by Edwin Rosen (prongsfoot vibes imo)
Peter coded songs: Alles Gute by Faber, Bongzimmer by SXTN
#thank you for letting my indulge! no one has to read this#this is just me hallucinating bullshit to the german music i listen to.#mine#my art#marauders#marauders era#marauders fanart#remus lupin#sirius black#james potter#peter pettigrew#the marauders#wolfstar#prongsfoot#can you tell i painted over a pic of my classmates in one of these :P#VERY accurate berlin teenage boy depiction yall#ask#answered#antarescamusxo#berlin marauders
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hello, hello! i'm ken and i love to create! i make this post to compile my works and where you can find them!
most of my comics are free and on comicfury! comicfury profile you can support comicfury on patreon and kofi!
___ my ongoing projects are: goth boyfriends
"goths? in your area?! more likely than you think! Follow the trials and tribulations of young adults wanna be goths as they navigate through life, love and... cringe! slam poetry sundays, queer self discovery and complicated friendships, all wrapped in spikes, crosses, leather and anything dark, cool & edgy really!"
updates: every 3 days
it also have a tumblr blog for it, i'll try to use it more for extra art and such and share updates! : )
MSAT
Music Sounds Awesome Together is a collection of one shots centred around the life of a few idiots phasing through time and space together. Includes a LOT of yappin', you have no idea.
updates: no schedules (it has some characters in common with "goth boyfriends", but except their names, sometimes appearances and some personality traits they are not the same at all. Sorry if it is confusing)
completed/one shots (it's a selection, but i have more, you can even find really sort one on the comics tag of my tumblr)
-dreamteam69 "The last match of the Dream Team..." for the 2019's edition of the 23h de la Bande Dessinée
-LUNNARP a bts fancomic "Yoongi vs. an IKEA table ft. 6 idiots"
-PigritiAdes The Adventures of Fleur and her Demon. for the 2018's edition of the 25h de la Bande Dessinée
you can find more comics on my itchio, compiled as pdf, a lot of fanzines, most of them free! and if you're cursed with the ability to understand french, i did a lot of 23h et 25h de la bande dessinée! name there is okenki as well!
i also made some games! mostly during game jams, all are free! they're all vns and can also be found on my itchio! i am very active on tumblr, comicfury, often post projects on itchio, i can be spotted on bluesky, and that's about it! deleted my art instagram and my account on whatever happened to twitter a long time ago. i'm mostly reachable via my pro email: okenkibox[at]gmail.com. i reply to comments on tumblr's post also if you have questions on a specific post if asks are closed! other places i very often miss messages! you can support me on patreon and have access to secret sketchbook monthly! i have over 50 available now! you can pledge a month, get them all and dip, i'm fine with that. other than that i very often have commissions on kofi, they are usually very cheap because they're very basic! :) thank you!! (àčâąÌă
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quotes from alex turner's favourite authors that make me want to put my face through a wall:
"although i have never been an actor in the strict sense of the word, i have nevertheless, in real life, always carried about with me a small folding theatre" - vladimir nabokov, despair
"there is a terrible emptiness in me, an indifference that hurts," - albert camus
"there is no trap so deadly as the trap you set for yourself" - raymond chandler
"at eight, he had once told his mother that he wanted to paint air" - vladimir nabokov
"no man ever understands quite his own artful dodges to escape from the grim shadow of self-knowledge" - joseph conrad
"everything i've ever let go of has claw marks on it" - david foster wallace
"we're all lonely for something we don't know we're lonely for. how else to explain the curious feeling that goes around feeling like missing somebody we've never even met?" - david foster wallace
"i turn over a new leaf every day, but the blots show through" - keith waterhouse
"the truth will set you free. but not until it's finished with you" - david foster wallace
"curiosity is insubordination in its purest form" - vladimir nabokov
"i'm me and nobody else; and whatever people think i am or say i am, that's what i'm not, because they don't know a bloody thing about me" - alan sillitoe
"we live as we dream; aloneâ - joseph conrad
"i liked, as i like still, to make words look self-conscious and foolish, to bind them by mock marriage of a pun, to turn them inside out, to come upon them unwares" - vladimir nabokov, despair
"whatever you get paid attention to for is never what you think is most important about yourself" - david foster wallace
"i continued to stir my tea long after it had done all it could with the milkâ - vladimir nabokov, despair
"i remained too much inside my head and ended up losing my mind" - edgar allan poe
"all the information i have about myself is from forged documents" - vladimir nabokov, despair
"how odd i can have all this inside me and to you its just words" - david foster wallace
"you will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. you will never live if you're looking for the meaning of life" - albert camus
#all of these are from books/authors alex has explicitly mentioned being a fan of#god i wish he talked more about what he reads because i find the books and authors people are drawn to fascinating#it's such an insight into someone's psyche#then again maybe that's why he doesn't talk about it a lot - the books you love are quite a personal thing#but yeah#having read a few things i just thought i'd compile a little selection of quotes from his favourite books/authors that#idk - stuck out to me as being very alex#and it's safe to safe i have well and truly destroyed my own heart in the process#i also now absolutely have to read despair by vladimir nabokov#it's one of his that i haven't read but i had a little flick through it and oh my god i can totally see why alex is so into it#this list was almost entirely just quotes from that book#there are SO MANY that are just painfully alex#(in my mind anyway)#anyway#enough rambling from me#i might have to do a part two of this at some point#alex turner#arctic monkeys#lulu posts
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[Image Description: Two unfinished digital paintings / sketches of the hatchling and Hal from outer wilds. they are standing with their arms around each other and the hatchling has their head leaning on hal's shoulder as hal watches the supernova in the distance through the doorway of the museum. the first image is the scene viewed from behind with everything lit in bright blue with dark shadows. the second image shows hal's face looking in fear towards the light and is only partially colored, the rest sketched over a gray background. End Image Description.]
something you'll run back in for when the house burns down
#im going to post something on halloween but also want to post like sketch compilations and unfinished stuff#bc I draw alllll the tiiimeee and theres so much and its just going to get buried in my hard drive if I dont do anything with it#I'm so shy to post this but im in a good mood today so ok you can have the hal post#::) hal.#I wanted to finish these sooo badly and I still want to - it might take me completely reworking it again though :P#im scared this will become one of those pieces where i improve at anatomy more then look back at this one and be like. Gah what was I doing#honestly thats already happened. these are from several months ago#I kept their expression kind of neutral.. both because I dont think I could accurately capture the sheer dumfounded horror.#also because my heart will shatter into many pieces if I draw hal too sad#anyway the caption is a lyric from alone by tresspassers william#the album that song is from is called different stars and its one of my favorite albums ever ever <3 its very somber but I love it#this song doesnt even remind me of these two thaaat much#but theres other songs on the album that do more.. like vapour trail... and anchor oh my god. anchor...#and if you cant steer then it would be safer to drop the anchor đ€đ€#ok I'm done talking now bye hal fans#outer wilds#outer wilds spoilers#very early spoilers. lol sub 23 minute spoilers#hal outer wilds#hatchling outer wilds#the hatchling#timber hearth#. I guess?
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I'm irrationally obsessed with Garthy O'Brien, especially their voice, so I made a compilation of literally every word they speak in FHSY and PiroL. Enjoy!
@d20fuckability
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#fhsy#pirates of leviathan#garthy o'brien#garthy oâbrien#garthy obrien#the name is bc I had to title it when I was making it in imovie and I couldn't think of anything better so I used this as a placeholder#but now it is garthycam in my heart forever đ#also fun fact I made this like last april lmao#I just didn't want to post it on my main blog and I didn't know where else to share it#but I finally gave in and just made a sideblog dedicated to it so here we are#hoping soundcloud's moderation system is still bad enough that they won't take this down#if they do I'll update this with a new link#I posted it on there because I didn't want it to be hosted on tumblr#bc that could get annoying when you're trying to listen to a 40-minute compilation lol#this way you can listen to it on soundcloud or download it or whatever#SoundCloud
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Uh-oh! You are like, SOOO awkward!!
You're so awkward that it is occasionally mildly uncomfortable for people!
You're so awkward that sometimes people are confused by you and then there are awkward silences!
You're so awkward ...... that ultimately no one is harmed!!
Oh damn!!! What a vile crime you have committed! What an unforgivable thing it is to make a fellow human briefly confused!
Why, if *I* were ever briefly confused and kind of uncomfortable as a result, I'd be devastated.... by the absolute net zero change in my happiness and health! - From which I might never recover!! Yes indeed! No punishment can ever be enough for you!!
So you better absolutely hate yourself for it.
Better be SO MEAN to yourself about every single missed social cue so you don't forget your horrible crime! Meaner than you'd ever dream of being to someone else for the same thing! This is YOUR responsibility!
You need to show the world that you KNOW you are bad by punishing yourself constantly! After all, think of all the people who BENEFIT from you punishing yourself! - No, really! Think about it! Think about who benefits from your pain.
Think of alllllll the definitely-good people that your definitely-necessary self-torment definitely helps! I mean, you can't just cut off their definitely-life-sustaining supply of your suffering, right?? Sure, everyone else has a breaking point, but you're probably the only person in human history who doesn't, right? Best not to question it probably. Sure, it's a symptom that billions of people with trauma have had, but who knows? You could be a one-in-seven-billion exception. Anything's possible!
Instead, better just accept that idea that bullies carry like guns in holsters - the idea that people who have trouble with social cues deserve to suffer. Better carry on the burden they placed on you until you drop. Aid the cause of the callous by enforcing shame and suffering upon yourself extra hard; try your best to do their work for them. They're very busy.
Better not recognize that you need patience and kindness to heal from your trauma. Better not find out that it was trauma rather than personal weakness filling your head with self-hating thoughts. Better not find out it wasn't your fault.
Better not find out that awkwardness is not inherently harmful or unkind, and, in fact, the people who act like it is *are the ones enacting harm and being cruel.*
Better not get righteously angry when you realize just how much unnecessary damage this has done to you. After all, if you get mad, you might realize you deserve better. You might even feel brave enough to DEMAND better! You might build boundaries that keep you safe! You might make other people think they deserve to feel safe too! And we obviously can't be having that, so...
Better not show yourself even a little kindness a little bit at a time.
Better not make a habit out of it after all that practice.
Better not get confident.
Especially if you can't first wipe out every trace of awkward. (And you probably never will. Because people who experience absolute social certainty at all times tend to be insufferable assholes that enforce the status quo. And you just don't have the stock portfolio for that.)
Better not be confident and awkward because then you might confuse and delight people
- you might accidentally end up making other people feel less shame for their social difficulties
- you might make isolated, traumatized, and shy people feel like they deserve to be included in social situations
- you might even make them feel they can be themselves around you
- you might start loving the effect you have on a room
- you might enjoy conversations more
- you might forgive yourself and bounce back from shame more easily and frequently
- you might come to enjoy some of those moments of harmless confusion you cause because NOBODY expects the Confident Awkward, and that can genuinely be an advantage in social situations
- you might stop apologizing so much.
- you might find that socializing is like a video game: it requires practice but also a safe space for it to be fun and positive.
Or if you can't become assertive and confident, better not remain awkward and shy and quiet, and then love and forgive yourself anyway!
Why, it would be carnage!!
In either scenario, you run the risk of finding out that it's not your fault that safe spaces full of kind people can be really hard to find, create, and nurture. You could end up building a skillset that helps you do those things if you're not careful!
If you start giving yourself even the tiniest amount of grace at a time, you will find that you've accessed a gateway drug with extreme long-term side effects:
- You might realize that it was never your fault that it took so long to like yourself.
- You might realize that you were always worth talking to, even when you didn't like yourself and communication felt impossibly difficult.
- You might realize that you'll still be worth talking to even if communication becomes harder as you age and/or experience disability.
- You might come to know that you deserve to be heard even on bad days when words come slow and blurry.
You might discover that you were always deserving of kindness, first and foremost from yourself.
So. As you can see, it's FAR too much of a risk to start granting your awkward self free pardons for your many heinous and harmless crimes. Better to just leave it there.
#social skills#i have a few posts now in my ' social skills' tag#original#maybe eventually I will compile them and polish them in some meaningful way. I know what I want to call the book title#in big text it'll say 'I'M AUTISTIC' and then beneath that in smaller text 'And I Have Better Social Skills Than You'#or something to that effect. and the cover of the book will be me making an exaggerated smug face like the little rascal I am#challenging the viewer to pick up the book and see if they can prove me wrong.#and then the entire first section of the book is about how actually the issue with our society's social skills is the harsh judgment#for people who have trouble communicating and not the other way around. I don't actually think I'm the#most charismatic person in the world by a very long shot. but i do know that I have put more thought into my social skills than#most allistic people and frankly i have surpassed most of them. not because i am more persuasive or smooth or funny#(tho i am persuasive and funny lol) but bc i have questioned which social functions are more restriction than utility.#and instead i have focused my energy on actively learning how to make people feel safe. i feel social rules would benefit all people by#being a little more autistic tyvm. i don't think every person should dedicate themselves to being better at communicating#i think people should dedicate themselves to being kind and patient to everyone regardless of their ability to communicate#I think our society wrongly links communication ability to intelligence and intelligence to level of humanity.#when in fact all three of those things are fucking unrelated and connecting them inevitably leads to#really fucked up views on disabled people that hurt us. and then with that aspect of the book firmly understood and established I would#go on to recommend some ways to make socializing easier and more fulfilling (and less shameful and terrifying) for all kinds of people#it wouldn't be a book about Leaning In To Succeed in Business or 'here's how to avoid being the awkward loner at a party'#it'd be a book about how if you see someone alone at a party here's how to invite them to join your group without pressuring them#stuff like 'hot tip! if someone takes a while to type or speak a full sentence - talking over them b4 they can finish makes u an asshole!'#I know that a lot of people cannot or don't want to dump a lot of skill points into socializing like i did and they shouldn't have to in#order to experience basic dignity and respect. if we treat people like that then we just validate that people - especially#autistic children and elders and disabled people of manu varieties - have to suffer unless they learn all these arbitrary bullshit rules#and a lot of them are arbitrary bullshit! one of the reasons I throw people off so much is because I harmlessly break a lot of social rules#but I know I'm doing it and I'm not ashamed and people just don't know what to do with that! but a lot of them like it actually!!#i think it's a relief to be around someone so openly and unrelentingly weird bc what am I gonna do? judge you for being weird??#I only care if you're kind. not necessarily 'nice' or passive. Kind. Brave enough to care about people being treated well. Kind.#also I recognize that at least some of my ability to be openly weird is white privilege so that's important to acknowledge too
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#exploring Janthir Wilds on EU too#doing each chapter on EU after I do it on NA so I can notice more details and take more gifs#I have to introduce my Charr here sometime when I've fleshed out her story more#she left Flame Legion to transition and is very pretty and clever and has a crush on Malice which is defo not me projecting :3#i should do a compilation post of my binary trans characters and another of my nonbinary characters sometime#janthir wilds#janthir wilds spoilers#gw2 spoilers#i'm only a little bit into it because i'm too stressed for too many new things right now :(#still excited for it but anxious and busy with cleaning i've put off and doctor things
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Digimon Adventure tri. ~ Kokuhaku, Movie #3 (Japanese Version) Featuring Duo/Characters/Ship: Koushiro{u} Izumi x Taichi Yagami + {Personal} Favorite Moment{s} {+of Tri}/{As a Whole} of the Adventure-related franchise
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#koutai#koushiro x taichi#taishiro#taichi x koushiro#taichi x koushirou#digimon tri: kokuhaku#digimon adventure tri.#tri taichi#tri koushiro#tri koutai#tri taishiro#koutaishiro#adventures positivity#koushiro positivity#taichi positivity#: shall we go together#tri yamato supporting taichi#tri yamato supporting taichi and koushiro#izzyizumi posts#izzyizumi tri#izzyizumi taishiro#izzyizumi tri taishiro#izzyizumi kokuhaku#izzyizumi tri gifs#kokuhaku spoilers#tri spoilers#(It Is Mar 6 aka through Mar 7 anniversary)#(I CAN POST THIS AS COMPILATION NOW BECAUSE I CAN)#(OK But I Do Have Blogrules Still PLEASE Be Respectful On This)#(I couldnt find if I compiled these into a single post on their own and Im pretty Sure I Didnt so Have Newer Kou{+Taishiro} Compilation!)
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The season is wrapping up, here's a compilation of my favorite on and (mostly) off ice clips from this season
#if anyone wants the og clips + videos shoot a dm or an ask lol#tag dump time#the og compilation was two minutes longer but tumblr hates big files đ#i had to delete so many clips#I had to leave in the team roasting joe tho lmfao#half of these clips are bergers because he stays silly goofy#what am I supposed to do now that there wonât be more games đđ#I can only rewatch the mojoe show for so long#STILL âpissed there wasnât a mojoe show comeback this year#probably gonna root through interviews and post gifs during the offseason or smthn lmao#anyway heres to a bright future CHEERS#drw#detroit red wings#lgrw#nhl#my videos
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glad to see that d3 vid made it to you as well because ohmigosh... i've watched it like 6 times already and it's still just as wild and good as the first time. like the way they all had an answer?? imagining them sitting around having conversations about who they'd like to marry on the team - not to mention the way babies were mentioned more than once. these kids are/have been on tumblr and ao3, they know what's up lol
(also side note one of the guys who said mason, he said it was bc mason was a good cuddler which sent me too - so you guys have cuddled. regularly. like WOW.) not even gonna talk about the one who picked his brother though wanting someone to do your taxes is so real
rotating "hopeless romantic + old school" in my mind, like what does that even mean?? flowers and chocolates and kissing you goodnight at your dorm room? does he pull out a chair for you before you sit down? idk, it was such a sweet and genuine answer
tldr i love them all and can we get more teams doing this please? i've never paid attention to d3 in my life but suddenly i need to know more
- @bondedpairs
every time i watch the video i just start laughing so hard, it brings me so much joy and i cannot thank kasper moregraceful enough for bringing it into all of our lives đ„ș *
AND now i get to pitch that i think everybody should watch more college/local hockey to have that type of joy all the time!!! tickets are usually pretty decently priced, you get your narratives right in front of you (my notes app has some. thoughts) and you get the same emotional attachment and watch your guys develop throughout their careers!!! a lot of the time you can find really fun social media for college teams in particularly because of student media programs but if you are not already an ahl watcher: may i recommend stalking their youtube channels. lehigh valley phantoms spelling bee videos are one of my favorite things in the entire world and the milwaukee ads have a lot of fun content too!!
#itâs called having an emotional support ahl fourth liner for a REASON#and the reasons are a multitude#how are you cole bardreau. i love you baby we can get hors dâoeuvres with dinner#hi bestieeeee đ„°đ„°đ„°đ„°đ„°#anyway lol you caught me after going to said local hockey team and watching them smash godâs favorites 8-3 so i am evangelizing#did i watch them trip and slip slip around the ice yes was it so much fun also yes.#i love my wingies to death and my big teams but thereâs also something super nice about being able to go to a game in person (and also saw#a post from the grizzlies [ten out of ten team you should follow them!!! they did a video like this asking who peopleâs valentines would be#itâs on my blog tagged with the utah grizzlies i think] with one of my guys who just signed there and i was like đ„șđ„ș so. in the same vein as#me checking out a book abt minor league baseball thatâs gonna break my heart i get really romantic abt semi-pro/pro/college hockey leagues#liv in the replies#ok now to what you actually asked which was like. RPF and to that i say: agreed and i was gonna look up Bryson and the team roster because#i am here for the goalie romanticism plot. i at all times think you should romance your goalie your goalies should be wined and dined#*UPDATE FOR EVERYONE I JUST GOOGLED THE ROSTER AND DO YOU REMEMBER HOW I WASNâT SURE HOW TO SPELL S(H)(E)A(W)N??? YEAH GUESS. G U E S S#I JUST LAUGHED SO HARD TEA CAME OUT OF MY NOSE I CANâT BREATHE NOTHING COULD HAVE PREPARED ME FOR THIS. TRYING NOT TO WHEEZE &FAILING LIKE#SHJON. HIS NAME IS SPELLED SHJON.#also mason does not in fact have a roster photo. rip they were like actually⊠thatâs our polygamous housewife⊠also mason already KNOWING#the joey voyles sugar daddy checks out btw. ALSO CANNOT BELIEVE THAT SETH SAID HE WANTED SHJON TO DO HIS FINANCES & SHJONâS THE ONE SAYING#YEAH IâD GET A SUGAR DADDY AND THEN THE GOALIE CALLS HIM A HOPELESS ROMANTIC??? WHERE IS *THAT* FIC WITH THE GOALIE SUGAR DADDY#OK DIJON MUSTARD BOY#anyway i want to daydream in the hopeless romantic + old school world with you⊠chin in hands kicking my feet giggling⊠making the goalie#take a magazine quiz with us to see if his crush (shjon) likes him back. mcelroy baby so many other guys would marry you didnât you hear#AND NOW I NEED TO KNOW THE CORRELATION BETWEEN POSITION AND NAMING UR LINEMATES VS YOUR GOALIEEEE#gonna compile a list of facts about Mason that are just: WAIT ALSO NO ONE ELSE KNOWS THIS THERE ARE TWO (2) MASONS ON THE TEAM!!! i assume#theyâre all talking about holler but it should be noted. anyway. Mason: can cuddle good personality would make 7ft babies can color good#colorado mesa university
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Me: I have a few FitPac ideas but I don't think I've written that much.
The document:
#The joke here is that this is only one of two documents I have compiling my stuff for them#WAIT NO. THREE. THREE DOCUMENTS#I forgot I had a new idea and pulled up a new document to write in a frenzy#I'm really bad about posting 'ficlets' or things that I don't think are polished 100%#so of this MAYBE I'll wind up with a ~5000 word piece after writing 20000 words or so#I write a lot but only like 5% of what I write ever sees the light of day#I'm still working on the structure rn for the current one and that's always the hardest part#This might wind up being a 5 times or whatever fic because there are too many similar things I want to write but all in a different light#but not different enough to be their own thing#idk I'm tired and stressed rn so I'm dropping this into Word TTS so I can hear it be read back to me while I try to chill & sleep#agh.#i talk#fic talk#qsmp talk#I never write in Word anymore I write in docs now since 90% of my writing these days is on mobile#I just never have time to write#and I can't focus anymore
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looking for old fandom stuff really does make you feel like a cyberstalker
#i am following this lady's 25 year old digital trail#but not for a weird reason#one of her fics was posted on an archive but in the author's note she mentions that it is a sequel#to one of her other fics#and THAT fic isn't on the archive#so i am seeing if i can find THAT fic#but just searching for the fic itself has yielded no results#so i am now going through the list of various online screennames she has used#to see if she had ever uploaded it somewhere#(she did btw i found a page with a few of her fics listed in their original email format)#i am compiling a little list of ds9 fics that i think look fun to read after leo and i finish watching ds9#because i am insane i guess
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You know That One Video that shows up in your recommended?
That One Video did appear on my recommended. Unfortunately for my sanity for the foreseeable future, I was reloading my page when I saw that. Now I live in paranioa gazing longingly at my youtube recomended hoping for That One Video
#This is literally my first post and I made it because of this exact reason#the utter despair I had#I don't know what do to now#turbo hell#super turbo hell#super mega turbo hell#btw if this somehow gets popular I will- idk actually#send me threats I need to compile a list for myself#my little hoard of threats I can throw a people#do it#make it bigger#btw btw it was a video of the music box statue from undertale with the words chekhov's gun on it#nothing can ever top that
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ok yea but don't forget about what daigo did in yakuza 4. how could he throw away his most valuable officer like that? he made such terrible decisions there. he was not a good choice and kiryu should have known better. (i am not prev anon btw but i do agree with them)
i didnt forget: i make fun of him every other day for it actually. His Widow Era, i dub it
but in all seriousness i never said daigo was perfect or the "perfect choice"- every time i defend him i emphasize that he isn't perfect and more or less joke about yayoi being chairwoman. but i don't intend to make him seem perfect- i just want to say he's not totally helpless and he didn't run the tojo into the ground like people seem to believe. daigo making one fuck up that got resolved in a week isn't fair enough grounds to brand him a failure for his twelve years of service
plus, who else was kiryu supposed to choose? we already went over how kashiwagi isn't the kind of man to lead people- guide, sure- but not lead. and majima surely didn't want to lead the tojo, he hardly even wanted to be there. kiryu made it clear his options were exhausted and anyone but daigo would be an irresponsible choice (and that was made evident with the likes of shindo running around). again, it was a gamble, and luckily daigo managed to work things out despite his inexperience and hasty inauguration
BUT this ask has inspired me to make a general timeline of daigo's career complete with W's, L's, and things totally out of his control so we can all come to our own conclusions on whether he was cringe fail or not
text version below, left to right:
(Post-Y2) Daigo's Inauguration - January, 2007
Peace Period - January 2007 to March 2009 (2 years, 2 months)
(Y3) Daigo is shot in an attempt to protect Kazuma Kiryu's land - March, 2009
Peace Period - March 2009 to March 2010 (1 year)
(Y4) Daigo is cornered by Isao Katsuragi and the police - March 2010
Peace Period - March 2010 to December 2012 (2 years, 9 months)
(Y5) Daigo slips from the Tojo to visit Tatsuo Shinada and causes a potential rift between the Tojo and the Yamagasa family - December, 2012
(Post-Y5) Daigo resolves the tension between the Yamagasa family and the Tojo Clan - December, 2012
Peace Period - December 2012 to 2015 (3 years)
(Pre-Y6) Daigo, alongside Goro Majima, are framed and arrested for the fire in Little Asia - 2015 to January 2017 (~2 years)
(Post-Y6) Daigo and co. are released from prison, deciding not to get revenge for Kiryu's sake - January, 2017
Peace Period - January 2017 to Late 2017 (~1 year)
(Pre-Y7) The Tojo Clan is pushed out of Kamurocho as a part f the Kamurocho 3K Plan (Late 2017)
Daigo, Saejima, and Majima are forced into hiding - Late 2017 to Mid 2019 (~2 years)
(Y7) Daigo and Masaru Watase put an end to the yakuza and go legit as a security company - Mid 2019
#snap chats#i could probably also include daigo's charisma being able to recruit mine#mine's involvement in the tojo is what gave them grandiose funds#tho i excluded it since we don't see that tree bear fruit- if anything it just makes a problem in Y4 đ#i did consider daigo's arrest in 2015 as out of his control- not to mention majima was arrested a well#it wasn't that daigo made an agreement with the police they literally just came and arrested him and majima#unlike Y4 where he had the choice of whether or not to work with the police#i've marked the jima's hiding as out of his control though i guess you can argue it was in his control#but it was a long-term plan so it's like. EHHHHH up in the air ig#yes the tojo was pushed out but it was also a long-term plan to protect them and liberate them from the government#it's an L or a W depending on how you see it#i feel like im missing something but im tired and put more effort into this than i should have#if we wanna talk bout daigo's capabilities as a chairman i'm all ears because i am that post i just rb'd about becoming your pfp#for now im making a hijikata compilation bye
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